It has not been easy. In fact, I am at a tipping point. My mind is starting to slow down. Quick responses have become a rare occurrence. I find myself not even daydreaming, just staring at dead space. Today I'm exhausted.

That was, what? Wednesday? (11.11.15) I had a huge stack of work to do. People to call. People to meet. To the point that I wished I could say, "All that I've thought about is having some time to unwind". But that would be a crock of bull,. a pile of poo,. untrue,.

--Sorry, went back to work,. so posted as is,.

Coding & music,.

Back to basics,. Killing time on freshening up on code. Rainy day, drinking a can of pseudo-sugar soda (which I should not but, the hell with it).

It has been a lazy month, I left a few tasks up in the air. But I can't hide from them for so long. Idle hands,. they know how to curse me with unnecessary thoughts.

The thing about coding is a love & hate relationship. Yes, creating something from scratch is a hell of a drug. But I am impatient fellow, so patience is a virtue lost, long long ago (trying to regain it though).

This helps though (songs below), although my music of choice, to do any of my own work is around the realms of electronic and most generally Progressive Trance or brown noise. I must say that the Above & Beyond Live from Porchester Hall acoustic session holds a very special place in my heart.

It was there for me in very dark period of my life. Helped through the storm. So now it helps to stop that anxiety. And stopping the anxiety means I can debug, my life and my code.

Back to work, just blowing off vapors,. I'm in a detonative mood lately, although I could not do a venti of cafe,. even though my taste buds clamor for the taste. I know it would be a turn for the worst.

Enjoy,.

Above & Beyond Acoustic - "You Got To Go" 

Live from Porchester Hall (Official)

Above & Beyond Acoustic - "Satellite / Stealing Time"
Live from Porchester Hall (Official)

Like Icarus,.

Light up one,.

Hey there,

It's been two crazy weeks. In the cycle of things (as in sometimes your on point and sometimes you hit yourself on every corner you turn), I've been slowly gliding downwards these two weeks, trying to pick myself back up. Exhaustion has been on going right after work,. Sudden drowsiness when it's time to code. Not much feelings to do much, even though I've been wasting my time doing bad decisions. My own to keep,.

I've also thought on things to post,. cause it's things I want to look back and remember (if I ever walk down this road of posts in the future). But time has been an asset I have very little of.

Tomorrow ends the work week, the dilemma is I have to O.T. the weekend (team rotates O.T on weekends, O.T. = more money = shorter weekend). Hope I can fit in a good ol' mind disconnect. And what works for that is to take a trip, alone, no family, no friends, just disappear to a place you can rest, away from it all. Hopefully I'll be able to run away tomorrow, need to rest/reset.

So for now, see you around, World.

Cue that sweet sound,.
 


Fun Fact: Why do I post a song on most of my posts?

I tend to pick a song that I've been listening to lately. I set it to repeat on and then start writing my post. So whatever I write tends to blend with what I'm listening. Just helps me put my thoughts in order. So if ever read, it's suggested to set play. Just for ambient purposes.

Alright, enough about that.

World, here is wishing you sweet dreams,.

Here,. so far away,.

Slept all evening during the rain. Now I can't fall back asleep. So I sit here back to the wall on my bed. And I can shake of the nerves of what is to come and if I'll make it to my goal (can't say just yet, cause I feel I'm close to jinxing the whole plan). Mid-November will define what I will focus on 2016. The struggle is real, real dumb. Wish I would've been given more time to prepare myself.

Also, I wish I would've kept my mouth shut to family and friends until I had confirmation. Tired of getting asked how my plans are going. I already have enough to worry about. It's been a year of somewhat-strict debt snowball recovery. Can't deny it though. After the first punch below the belt given on September. The word "despilfarro" comes to mind. Trying to forget, to not cry,.. So tired & stressed out,.. 

My hair is falling again, which is just adding to the negative feels. It's the dieting. But, we broke the long-standing plateau. I have up to now lost 83 pounds since my highest weight ever recorded. I just have to do half that again to be ok. Perseverance, bitches. At least sugar levels have improved, for the moment. But we have learned the struggle is real and only I understand what it's been and the road I have to take. Sitting idly by just amounts in fucking up you health. Anyways,.,.

I've alway been a night person,  but I really need to rest. Insomnia has me, but in order to learn new programming code I need to be in tune. To go to the gym, I need to feel energized. And to be positive, I need to continue receiving positive vibes. All hopes for the best. I'll try to catch some Z's again. Night world.

This is the tune of this scene,.,.

Short Stop.

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It's been a hectic month since my last post,. (as always, consistency, one of my areas of improvement),.

Been busy getting things in order, connecting bridges, burning others. Opening doors for those I see fit and closing others that I have no reason to keep open. My job? Demanding, it takes time I could use to build other projects, but that is life. No other way about it. No time for those that demand too much of it and are never satisfied.

So some of my plans are on hold, until further notice. But great milestones are nearing ahead (as long as I keep my ducks in line and walking. Walk bitches,.).

Off-Topic (With a point in the end, I promise.) - The 1st of January, I went out with a few friends, after the New Years celebration with the family, we ended joining some folks @ Paseo El Carmen. One of my friend's acquaintance blurted out this little gem, -"este año, es el año del exito" and those of us who were there at the time laughed, it was funny cause he was drunk and the guy is one of the strangest persons I've met up to know. Anyways, we have kept mentioning that phrase as the year goes by. 

But, as funny as it is mentioning it (you have to say it with conviction) for every little plan we have, there might just be something inside that phrase that opens up a can of whoop-ass in the universe that is helping our plans march along. 

That said, (which is not much at all) I need to move, for the moment. But I had to let this go on my senseless stream of thoughts, as a reminder I have to come back and leave my State of a Daydreamer 2015 address (lol, lame). Lot's of thought's I rather see in text and re-digest through my eyes.

Hopefully I'll post some of these over this weekend or later tonight, it all depends, but, it has to remain documented.

And as I leave to take a bath and do partially, my Friday night Routine. I leave this track that has been in my head pushing me on, the past month or two. 

Funny how it centers me, instead of triggering a panic attack. Comfort zone? Don't know, but the beat is crazy, which works well with my off-set self.

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And the verdict says,. BlackBerry Posting,. Is a NOGO!

What a freaking drag,. I was at work a few days ago and while I waited for dispatches to get back in the queue,. I decided I was gonna post my last few worth-while events of 2010,. So I began,. describing every bit of it. Pressed submit,.. waited,. looked around,. wondered if I should get Mani Japones or Elotitos con Piquete form the vending machine,. looked at the Berry and BAM,. back in the posting page and my whole post,. gone,. blank,. "check the Drafts!",. I thought patiently,. and nothing,. So in my anger,. I got some Mani Japones and made my way to the 7th floor,. Moral of the story,. Always have a back up plan,. like copying every bit you wrote,. And also,. Blogging from a BlackBerry is a huge no go,. Don't matter which browser you try,.

Ill post my action packed 2010 events when this anger fades away,. :/

Oh Low Key,. <.<

You prefer to play it low key, but might also see the wisdom of reaching out beyond your regular comfort zone now. There's too much potential for you to remain quiet today, yet it still might require an extra effort on your part to push through your resistance. Fortunately, the risk doesn't need to be great if you don't try to overstate your feelings just because you are excited. A few baby steps in the direction of your desires are all you need.

Recap ::: A tale of a week that ends and the other one begins,. On the eve of this post,.

¬.¬ And then I said,.

"Doped moment,."
And even though its the weekend and after two exams which made my brain crunch so much info,. {with assistance of a very rocking tutor} .,Starting the work week tomorrow with the morning's third, but last exam @7am,. By the end of the day with so many things going on,. I was left without words,. Drove home, picked up my stuff, and came to my room,. 4pills,. lots of water,. 3 cigz {I'm really trying, but fuck they are needed},. TVs on low volume,. just some idiot on the screen, acting a fool. Stared in front of the mirror for a few minutes, counted about 42 things i would change,. meh,.

You know,. I would really love to listen to a guided meditation like the one in the cancer support group in Fight Club, Ive always felt I would have really loved experience that. I guess I would really enjoy right about now letting my mind creep out to those corners of my mind where I have not revisited for such a long time,. Mmm,. I don't know why,. but that part of my mind I always imagine it as two different settings,. I'm guessing they are obviously two different corners in my mind,. I don't think they are the only two,. But they are definitely for some reason the most visually present. One is red velvet like. And the other one is blue. Both have light and dark areas. Heavily contrasted. Haha, Ok, no one is gonna know what the fuck I'm talking about now. I digressed outta everything that's sane. That's way too personal, I looked crazy now, but delete does not exist,.. most times.

Back to normal things,.

I did something way stupid Friday afternoon. I picked up the camera and starting viewing the pictures I had taken for this week {I try doing this the most I can, sadly. Inside work there is nothing fun to shoot at} as a purged the crap pics I erased a 10 minute video I had made last Saturday night {22nd Aug, 2009}. I took it in my video casting place. Meaning the walking overpass in front the Citi building. Well,. the location is not important {since it only looks good on camera @ night}. well,. the thing was that the video had to do with a lot of likes and dislikes about life, work,. and how studying is so damn important {got to watch it only twice I was really proud of it}. But sadly this idiot deleted it. Ok pills have really taken effect now. Eyes closing bad, mmm,. loved support with the exams,. then later on the pizza & beer & company & stories told today, sadly it ended again with a twist. But again,. thanks for rocking it,. breath,. preparing to evacuate soul {for the night, tampoco mucho drama,.},.

P.S. Nunca Jamas is already taken, despite our little discussion, it was the first thing I came to check once I got to my room,.

Well looky here,. my horoscope of today meaning yesterday,.
You may be annoyed or even angry if someone says one thing yet does another today. You could be hesitant to say anything at all, for you don't know what is really going on. It's challenging, for you're unable to trust your senses if others give you mixed messages. Accept the dilemma as a temporary situation, for attempts to resolve the conflict now will only increase your current frustration.

Sleeping now,. Good Night half of planet earth which is sleeping,.

One of the pics that survived the noob's erasure "slash" massacre o' pics

I want my tattoo already,.

Why Cross? strength, peace & hope

I got a probable queue:::

Cross, Bold outline star, Cross (Simple 2 Sticks) & the Ankh

So I was getting to work,.

I get out of the car,. (normally I park 2 levels down almost next to the elevator, today was not the exception,. <.<) And when I get to the front of the Blaze, On the @ss of the ride in front of mine, I spot this beauty,... it was an awkward moment seeing as though the sticker was looking up at me smiling, while i looked down at it with what felt almost the same expression,. We'll I don't know who the lucky owner is (but I kinda have an idea). I would really would like to get me one of these!!!

Churritos ::: One Cheesy Puff without the crunch.,..

So I woke up with a massive hang over, thanks to the powers that exist in this astral plane. Also because Manolo specifically demanded to get wasted. Not me. So I've only slept 4 hours and Im here @ work, drowning in a sea of dry eyes and much much regret.



Well, anyways, getting to what I really wanted to say,. I really had like a long long time of not eating Churritos. Seeing as though I was way past due I went to the Crapetiria and bought one little bag of those much rocking Salvadorean cheese puffs, I also bought an Orange Juice box. So I went upstairs, happy mode on that I was gonna get my long awaited dose of Churritos, got to my cube open the bag. Take one out, pop it in my mouth,. (pop~!). Lo mordi,. and man was I dissapointed. The most uncrunchy sensation when the crunchiest sensation was being expected,. only way to explain it. Well, once it happened and the disappointed faded out of focus. I then thought, hmmmm,. took me so long to eat another Churritos so my experience had to be like the churros with a bag open all day.

Well kinda hard to explain my conclusion, but I doubt I can do any better than the,. :p

Sabadrink & Las 21,ooo mierd@s en mi mente...

Oh,. I think it's less than 21,000 {titulo amarillista},...

Past noon,. and a minor tweak to the browser has allowed me to access the dashboard hence this post. It's been a hectic day here at work. From bad calls, to choices of lunch,. I'm never gonna order KFC de entrada and una orden de carne from Palillos Chinos EVER again,. Gula,. A huge no-go. Life has become a bit easier, but again. So waiting to have at least Saturdays off by next week to able to study that day. Who knows. Just like someone told me a few minutes ago. Got that feeling to write something, just don't know what to write about. {a fellow blogspotter} So much truth in the words you spoke,. :p So this is life for the moment working a half-ass schedule and making the best of it. It is not that I am more mature or that I don't give a flying fuck or anything like that. It's just that life is giving me lemons, so I'm making lemonade. I'm too screwed up. {admitting something I haven't truly seen in me for some time now} Oh its those moments in which I wish I could shout till my lungs bled out the last bit of anger.

But it's O.K., I acknowledge that strange anger within. And in my moment of zen I am the small pixel in the worlds LCD screen, enlightened by my small overview of that which has sorrounded me lately. Some are happy, some are mad, a couple are pissed, others are confused, some don't know what to think. Honestly, I got enough on my plate. Hoping not to hear the trials & tribulations to those whom bring it to themselves. So, Some have been warned to stay off my case, others are giving me a cold shoulder, others never change {which reading the context sounds bad,. but I meant those that never change in a very good way}. {just took a smoking break mid-posting} Well, lost my ganas to keyboard vent. Just realize I forgot to say I've had nausea all day. And no I didn't drink yesterday. So no case of hangover. So that's been killing me all day. Stomach is dancing off beat,. :(

And July slowly fades away,. bringing us definitely lots of changes. Again, they all seem for the better,. That's ignoring the high amount of grinding we might need to do to reach or complete our goals,. But it's all good, been shedding off a lot of baggage. Physically and mentally, which I put on both for so many years on my own accord. Blindly staring at my own pitfall. Ill-willed characters also paved the longer roads i had to take. But I clearly understand that the results of how my life has been are my decisions alone.

So trying to live through this harder step now,. Dayum,.. the U is gonna be so hard this semester,. I sou wanted to take my class on Saturday, cause I definitely need the support, plus,. come on,. que boring asi,. And who knows how its gonna be now. Hope the schedules do change,.

Also,. its definitely time to go to the beach one of these days. I was standing today at work. Wth so many people asking me questions. So many raising their hands. 2 steps question, 2 steps question, that's no way to walk! So in the sea of confusion and despair. I could only imagine the the breeze and the waves crashing on the rocks. And sitting there, enjoying the place, the view, the company,. and BAM!,. I was back at work,. I swear I even heard,. "Code by Faithless",. Tragic stuff,. but oh well,. On of these days,. ya veran,. Ill be smiling and you people will say,. "That man just came from the beach,."

Just a thought,.

On Pessimism,.

This has truly been a busy day,. Since the moment I got off the elevator I had the distinct feeling that this would some how pass from being the norm/standard protocol of chilling and boredom we encounter on the floor,. A new team graduated on Friday, hence, a new Team on the floor this Monday. Honestly most of the people in that team seamed to kind of have an idea of what they have to do on the phones. Expect particularly this older fellow,. Who has made it it's task to feel bad about the whole experience the whole day through. I mean,. All day long,. the constant,. "I'm so stupid, I'm so ignorant, I don't get this, This calls I'm getting are awful."... I mean, come on, I know I'm not the one to speak when it comes to be a bit pessimistic at times, but hey,. My situations tend to be different,. I'd like to think,. -.-,. So there you have me all day long a few hours, battling his self-confidence,. "Look SirGuyDude, stop thinking you cant do things or that the calls are bad,. Cause plain and simply, whatever you think,. that's what you will get." Gave me a long stare, like if I was eating, talking with my mouth open,. Some people just never want to learn, SADLY, their zone of comfort is when they feel bad about x thing,. Guess what,. If you keep thinking about that x crap-ass thing/situation/whatever it may be,. you're gonna get it,. The power of thought. Interesting cause I was talking about this with some of my co-workers last week. More interesting was the situation that I would later encounter that weekend (which was this last weekend, -.-).

Went out with one of my closets friends Sunday evening. We had a few brews in one of our normal chillout spots. That's not the interesting thing,. The interesting thing is that I stood there. Listening to him speak about the stress that gave him all the debts he had. And the fact of how it sucked to be in that vicious circle of Payment, Debt Letter, Payment. Easy way to pin point your demise. If that's all you think, That's what you'll get. Period.

Second Case::: Now this one took me a moment of analytic solitude to come across this conclusion. My father has always been a successful man. During his life he has accomplished more than me, my sister and 2 brothers together. A man who loves literature and music of all sorts of particular genres. Someone who has stood in front of the Tiger of life and has told it,. Bow down to me you fucking pussy cat. Well, where I see that problem arise, and I'm talking about that same issue of not being able to clear your mind of what you don't want. And start thinking about what you want. Is now very notorious after years passed. My dad now is a very stressed person. He only talks about the debts and the things he has to pay and x fee and x that. In my mind, In my moment of analytic solitude, I can only grasp one conclusion. He lost his mindset of thinking he wanted prosperity. And now is stuck in a loop of getting out of a hole. Meaning the only thing he'll keep getting is a whole.

I know, it sounds very complicated and stupid at first sight. But what if. What if we really try to believe in our core and every stem of the body, that what we want is prosperity. What we want is what we deserve and that we will hold that thought dear as though it was a reality this day and the next day until it actually becomes physical manifestation. Yes I do sound like I've been reading about the law of attraction. But I'm just throwing my thoughts out there. As there is always someone out there waiting for that next mind opening comment.

Top 10 Jobs I would like to have,.

this is not in any specific order,. Or I guess its in the order that it came out of my head::
And here we go,.

Astronomer
Nothing like a job at night looking at the stars. The thing about being an astronomer, that I would love is the fact that the experience you live is very awkward in its own right compared to the normal living scenarios. Apart of getting to view the skies, it is also the fact of being away from it all. Secluded in your own space. your mindset has to be so far away from the norm. I mean your thinking universally all the time.

DJ
So you fly from Ibiza to Tokyo, from Tokyo to Brazil, from Brazil to New Zealand. And that's just one aspect of this ass kicking profession. Your whole world indulges in, revolves in, and evolves the music scene. I mean you live and breath music. And that's something I love a lot. Now just there we have two good reasons. But mainly this has to be one of those jobs which truly become interactive. I mean dropping a baseline at the right moment and having the crowd go crazy to what you let loose with your fingers. I t has to be a drug-like experience.

Movie Director
Letting people see through your eyes. Story-telling in a higher state. Sure it must be very demanding being a director. I mean, you have to hassle with everyone that is helping a movie get done. But in the end, too be able to give the audience an experience which originally dwelled in your mind. It has to be the Bee's Knees. All the result of hard work of course.

The Long Lost I.T. Guy
This has been a long dream of mine. Well, it has to do mainly because of the setting I would finally enclose the gap between chilling and doing what you love a.k.a. a real normal job. Sitting around, access to the internet and mainframes,. Systems to play around with. Setup servers, . Load up linux,. and let the fun begin. All in the back room of some University or Business. I know I'm not digging into the actual work. But still it's I.T. you know you gotta do those things. But all in all you get to play around with technology all day. I couldn't ask for more.

Pilot - Airline or Fighter
I just wanna land them or shoot them down, haha. Nah,.,. I know there's more to it than that. The fact to be soaring the skies and getting to travel is a big plus of this job. Well traveling must be kinda not that entertaining as a fighter pilot. The planes rock, but they don't really look that comfortable. But still I include it cause eventually I would get to shoot at something while on a plane. Something I have yet to see in any airline.

Race Car Driver
Be it Rally [WRC], DAKAR, Formula 1, Ehmm,.,. err, NASCAR neh,. this occupation definitely rocks booty,. The engines, the tracks, the smell of burning rubber, the adrenalin pumping through your veins, your heart beating in a lustfully rushing pace. Normal cars must feel really weird after a race. Yep, going fast on the track has to be as addictive as eating sunflower seeds [pepitorias?]. I mean, once you start I bet you don't wanna stop. Any type of racing, be it off-road, circuit or drag. No matter which it is is. Speed has got to put a smile on your face,. :)

Travel Reviewer
Condé Nast: Traveler or National Geographic, either, or. The fact that you would get to travel the globe and get paid for it. Wow, that just goes hand in hand. On top of that, access to great photography equipment and journal the whole experience out. It does not get any better than that.

Video Game Tester
There's never enough time to sit down a play the newest games out there,. I mean you have so many things in your life, you tend to give it less priority than you really want to but you have to , there's no other choice,. Then your friends come around and start kicking your ass because you haven't had the proper training. In turn, you look like a noob,. Be it Nintendo, Sony, Microsoft,. To be part of any of those factions and to get to play the latest game in development and on top of that to be able to give feedback on the creation process. That's a definite rocking job occupation.

Designer
To get to express your vision in what an object is and how it should exist in the material world. To be able to dictate the sensation or better put, to tailor the experience you want people to have when they interact with the device is in your hand to create. Most of the occupations expressed here, some more than others have a key signature in the time line we follow through life. This one I have to say ranks high in the that department,. And I mean it in the sense that design has a an obvious key role in the fashion of any specific period. And even though it may seem that the parameter of time would limit you from being a continuance ever-growing free-form style. It is that which makes it unique in the sense that is it not the fact that style moves forward living things created in the past behind and forgotten. It leaves design and style as a specified keynote in the time line we live, to be forever admired be it good or not. But you live a mark. And an occupation which lets your name echo even after you've left this realm of reality. It has to be worth it's practice, and creative wise, it has to be beyond enjoyment.


So those are the top 10 jobs I would love to have,. At least for the moment,. Take my incoherent/unnecesary rant as you will. :)

!!! :D !!! d+.+b !!! :\ !!! U.U !!!

No me voy a cortar el pelo hasta mi cumpleaños,.


Let's see how long that lasts,. U.U /// January has been really slow. But has been a very content filled month despite the fact that not much has happened the things that have come to pass have not been simple things. I owe apologies to various people for I guess for leading them on,. Seeing as though I may have done it unconsciously. So my bad, for those awkward situations. So I guess things have to be, different I guess. and apparently it seems some of my friends have still not understood the difference between last year and this year's January., Some intend to repeat the very same thing that happened last year,. But I can't think about going out 2 months each and every single night. I can't!,. There are just too many things I gotta do right now., alright?

My friend Victor [who for some reason some people think he doesn't exist, that's another story] has been busy getting his video project up. And has left what seems to be a Test/Teaser/Trailer on YouTube. So I present to you the Test/Teaser/Trailer of his current project, under his DUDE Entretenimiento Label,. haha.


So, I guess things are kinda in a very strange state. By the way,. There was a weird small earthquake last saturday morning. I was at work, in fact I was in a call. But I was rocking my chair. So I didnt feel it. All I saw was people running around like crazy all of a sudden.,. all I could think of? what a bunch of No0b$,. haha. And to end this broadcast a pic of me freezing my a$$ off in Apaneca,.

Business Cards ::: The Bee´s Knees,.

Just got our Business Cards printed,. Slowly but surely,. That´s one task down,. more things to go,.

mmmm, little post,.,. now i'm thirsty,.

bored as hell at work,. but that made me add a subdomain to the,. well,. domain,. so now,. wx909.tarks.org, redirects u to this page,. Like here,. nice right?,. hahaha,. ok,. back to work for the moment,. and hopefully i finish my 3 pending posts,. I just bought me a chocolatina,. which is rocking my whole morning,. [mid-mono-tone,. ya'ay,],.

TODO List :::

• Dynamic Galleries
• Look into ActionScript 3.0
• Content the Services Page
  Layout Content on the Home [main]
• Kick Aleman's ass until he finishes choosing the photos,.
• Edit the mp3 player., change the original layout.

P, p, PiLLs ///

As opposed to my normal chilling pills,. which are totally not good for work or operating heavy machinery,. Today I got some other pills which have caffeine integrated in the core of every rocking pill,.,. And they are totally buzzing in my head,,. They have pretty much stopped my normal routine of laying my head down on the desk and agonizing as I go over tech support steps with the caller,.,. Oh no,. right now i'm almost jumping off my seat,. Mmmm,. I think these may have something other than caffeine,. hope they're not addictive,.

Deja Vu,. ::: just had one,. can't explain the dark room velvet feeling,. wish I could,. and zophar.net always comes to mind,. haha,. damn,.,. talking crazyness right now., anyways,. i'lll post findings of this life later,.

Pills, Projects, Copenhagen and Life @ the Beach,.

No evening is normal when you wake up from a short nap caused by some pills,. and witness these strange news on CNN about how bad the economy is going under in the U.S., But that's one of those things that are truly out of our hands. What I gotta be thinking off at this time is to get the Tarks page up and running. It is one of those projects that no matter what we need to get up and running now if we truly think tht at some point we can profit of it. Seeing that economies will be soon injected by shitty situations. Despite it goes against what I'm told by some,. I think it's time to go against the current. And try to get this site up and running now. So that way we can get ready on cranking out content and splatter it all over the galleries. This mind jolt comes from the most unexpected place. But in that sense I gotta give it up to Neto. To go out and drink with that guy was actually productive. As you can truly tell who is hungry for more, rather than those who talk about how wish they would like to make it beyond their current job status and into their own business. So next item on the list prior to start wokring on polishing the galleries and layout of the site. Or complete revamp of the whole layout and possibly going with a direct CMS,.[in my opinion Joomla!, since PHPNuke is nice and all, but not eye candy enough] is for me to get my form & signature faxed to Copenhagen, Denmark so that the new webhost can be redelagated with my domain. Haha,. now thats fun stuff to talk about., Not AHT, RDR, RDE,.

In other points in life,. I'm gonna have a 4 day weekend next week. So ill try my best to focus on working solely on the layout and design, and the best course of action on easy access to upload/update content.

In other news,. Tavo has been warned by Aleman to not make plans until Friday as he's AHT has gone up due to planning the same trip over 20 times a day on the daily chat window,.

And last the bad news of the day,. So i'm getting my stuff to go to class,. When the computer at work goes off on its own,. Now since I normally leave it ready the next day. I instinctevly turned the computer back on,. When the bitch decided to give me beeps and revving the processor fan like a mad man.,. So,. looked in the back and diag lights pointed out YYGG,. Chepe told me what the diag code was since he had the training pages open,. But apparently my mind has decided to forget that data,. Is not useful now,. Well,. It doesnt me bother me except for one thing,. I hope this doesnt mean they will format all my data off the computer. I just finished downloading like 10 radio rips from,. Paul Van Dyk,. Paul Oakenfold,. Sander van Doorn,. Above & Beyond,. Super8 & Tab,. Armin Van Buuren,. and DJ Shah I think,. soooou,. I hope they are not easily lost tomorrow,. -.- Oh well,. gotta get some water,. All this finger movement got me thirsty,.

please,. do me a favor,. go back to your cube, douchebag,.

Oh the beauty of being in a cube all day,. right,.,. This is one of those days that I look back @ what I have done accomplished and left half-assed.,. So that's making the day interestingly fucked,. Like we always say,. "wanting everything immediately, can't wait for shit",. But before making any crazy decisions like standing up and running out of here bitching at those who deserve it,. Just gotta remember that all this is something in the end that you end up building on your own,. So the best decision, I see,. Would be to,. get out of the whole you've dug for yourself,. So with that out of the way,.

Last 2 weeks have rocked @ the beach :D!!!! I wish I could either live there or go more often., Taken some really good pics with the POS and DSLR,. +.- Now the question is, when the hell will the second set be uploaded?,. hahaha,. just like the reminders to update the blog,. dang,. I'm not being productive,. :P

Alright,. be back in a few,. gotta finish that PC Restore I got going on,. and this weeks State of Trance should be up in an hour, so I'm waiting on Episode #370,. :D,. yah see, it all evens out in the end,. even if the ugly sometimes casts a shadow on the good,. the good no matter what makes life worth something,. so it's our duty to search for that which is good for us,. +.- Ill toast to that,. :B