Killing Time with Wx - Episode 2

What really makes you angry? 

I am a calm person most often than not. But the there are three things that can make me angry.

One.

This one is easy,. When people take my stuff without asking. That is rude on so many levels, I can't stand it. Specially, if I'm looking for said thing. When it is obviously (except to me) that it is nowhere to be found.

Two.

Disrespect my privacy. I will share (thoughts, activities, history, past) what I want to share. The rest of me, is for me alone and I will choose to whom I share what share. No asking me for my phone, no asking for passwords, dates, times, where, when, why. Zero. If you want to know how fucked up I am read my blog, that's probably the only other source you get, apart from me sharing thoughts live.

A few months ago an Ex of mine made the mistake of challenging this (asked to see my phone). Left my house angry, but no is and always will be, no. Especially if you stated that you shared this same sentiment. lol. (Yes, I had things on my phone that were only meant for my eyes.)

Three.

This one may not be as instant as the other two. But mistaking my kindness and patience as a weakness. Might be the one thing that makes me really, really, angry. When I care for someone, I try to be there for them. But when you demand it and are even unappreciative of it? Two things, you are undermine my time and undervalue me as a person. When my patience taps out,. Let me put it this way,. As I posted on Facebook earlier this month,.


"Guard your tongue & tread lightly, if you unwittingly spark the anger of a patient man,."


What motivates you to work hard? 

Observing the good results of hard work motivate me.

What is your favorite thing about your career? 

The people I meet. The acknowledgment from those in my area (Colleagues and Clients) that I am knowledgeable at what I do. That respect fulfills me. :)

What is your biggest complaint about your job? 

As strange as this may sound. I have none. I love what I do. Probably the only thing I can complain is the fact that there is no Air Conditioning at home and I want a more comfortable chair and desk. lol.

What is your proudest accomplishment?

I'm a shy person, always have been, so it goes with out saying that I lack confidence. I may have the knowledge but lacking confidence will bring you to your knees and forget anything you know when presenting to a large group. So my proudest accomplishment is giving training to 200+ people by myself. Getting through that hour of Q&A and being personally thanked by the attendees for the training. I do this every Friday (with others) now. To be honest, at the end of every webinar I do I feel so pumped and with a boost of confidence. So hands down, my proudest accomplishment.

Killing Time with Wx - Episode 1

Who is your hero?

I took my time with this question. Because upon reading it, I thought I was going to answer in seconds, but I was wrong. So I survey through my memories, looking for any moment in time that I've looked up to any particular person. But as much as I would like to have answered with someone awesome. I've never had a true hero to follow, due to their principles, achievements or anything of that nature. Don't get me wrong, there's probably hundreds of people I admire. But none as a true hero.

Does this make me a bad person? I would love to know.

If you could live anywhere, where would it be?

If I could, I would live in Seattle. It's my type of weather. The food, live performance, coffee shops, Farmer's Market (Pike Place Market). Would be a place I would feel comfortable in. Probably I would get a lt of reading and writing on. My second option. A good house in El Tunco, La Libertad. That would be the complete opposite. Beach Life. Night outs, meeting new people, would focus on music, composing and DJing. That'd be nice :)

What is your biggest fear?

Funny because I was speaking about this 2 days ago with a friend of mine. Being stranded in the middle of the ocean. The fact that you are floating in the middle of a vast body of water, with nothing beneath your feet but the possibility of sharks to attack when you least expect it. That is my one true fear.

What is your favorite family vacation?

The beach. Renting a Beach House and settling in for some R&R. Eat good food, bar-hop in the evenings. Spend loads of time in the pool. This is probably the best part, cause a lot of talking can get done in the pool. It's nice to spend some time running your mouth of in the pool.

What would you change about yourself if you could?

I wish I was not so introverted. It is hard to relate to others. I keep quite during group conversations, specially if there are people I don't know so well around. It's not a choice I make. It's just how things unfold naturally. The worst part is how I may be quiet outside, but inside my mind is keeps processing. What I'm seeing, feeling, experiencing or how others  are reacting, mannerism, intentions. Comparing my character to those that are so confident about themselves and how they go about expressing openly without any care. It is tiring to have your mind being so loud all the time. Always wishing, "Wow, I wish I was like them,."

My second option would be that I could eat seafood and enjoy it. At the moment I am allergic to some seafood an also hate the smell of seafood. But I also dislike the fact everyone enjoys it so much. I wish I did to.