It's as though I purposely kept myself away for so long. Trying to find the right words to express all that has happened in 2 years,. Insanely caught in a never-ending spiral drowning out my voice to keep my head in peace. Yet I never achieved it.
Peace, I never achieved it,.
I myself,. am still learning to find order out of my own being, where entropy truly reigns supreme. I've given up on promises to myself, as of this second i hold myself accomplice and co-conspirator of my own devices.
But that's not to say I wont push myself to what I know is a just reward for me and my loved ones. That would be furthest from the substance that allows my existence. I'll keep my course, head held high.
I can feel the flavor of sweet faith.
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