Like Icarus,.

Light up one,.

Hey there,

It's been two crazy weeks. In the cycle of things (as in sometimes your on point and sometimes you hit yourself on every corner you turn), I've been slowly gliding downwards these two weeks, trying to pick myself back up. Exhaustion has been on going right after work,. Sudden drowsiness when it's time to code. Not much feelings to do much, even though I've been wasting my time doing bad decisions. My own to keep,.

I've also thought on things to post,. cause it's things I want to look back and remember (if I ever walk down this road of posts in the future). But time has been an asset I have very little of.

Tomorrow ends the work week, the dilemma is I have to O.T. the weekend (team rotates O.T on weekends, O.T. = more money = shorter weekend). Hope I can fit in a good ol' mind disconnect. And what works for that is to take a trip, alone, no family, no friends, just disappear to a place you can rest, away from it all. Hopefully I'll be able to run away tomorrow, need to rest/reset.

So for now, see you around, World.

Cue that sweet sound,.
 


Fun Fact: Why do I post a song on most of my posts?

I tend to pick a song that I've been listening to lately. I set it to repeat on and then start writing my post. So whatever I write tends to blend with what I'm listening. Just helps me put my thoughts in order. So if ever read, it's suggested to set play. Just for ambient purposes.

Alright, enough about that.

World, here is wishing you sweet dreams,.

Dreams of Enthralling Danger,.

You know that feeling at the pit of your stomach, when you see someone or something that strikes you right at the core, someone or something you've held too much feels built up for. Those feelings, memories, thoughts are dormant, excluded from your day to day persona.

A sweet sense of "oh, shit,. this is not good...", a captivating discomfort, fear of facing that which you hold dear. Tender and sensitive armored by layers of protection, yet the danger of disruption seduces & amuses your deep thoughts.

The sweet safety of dreams. Ignorance, it is not so bliss when you think you've committed wrong decisions during a dream. Because sadly, you think you're causing havoc in more ways than one to your real life. Felt so so bad, yet, with a dash of pretty sweet to welcome trouble, even though it was all in my head.

Long day, but work is done, webinars complete, member's happy. It's time for the sun to drop and make way for a long night. The rain has accompanied during this session. But it's time to switch mode. I'll keep my thoughts close, as we watch the social fire dance commence.

On another topic (close but off). Last Wednesday night. Feeling that kept stuck in me, must be messed up trying hard to seduce someone, but they're stuck tripping a song off staring at the lights.
Well, I kind know how some of that kinda feels, lol, but that's something else entirely (looks away,.).

Jumping on random topics. I got too many drafts. Note to self's, I must publish, stick around and complete. Hopefully soon.

All in all, bottom line,. nothing can bring you happiness but yourself,. even if the week was a grind from hell.

On that note. Time to get up and get lost. tip of the hat. Good night world. Cue up the track. lol.

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