4.24.2008

what you´ve got until is gone

That last sentence. That´s all I wanted to really say. But, you know, one has to roll with the punches, the scars left through life. And the results of the wrongest decisions we end up making. So as I sit here listening to this weeks ASOT [Armin Van Buuren::: A State of Trance]. Even though I know no one will ever read this paragraph. I´m here with the board of keys in my hand. Telling you,. Through all that rain and pain, try your best to keep your head up. For you will need to drive yourself through those hard times.

Yes, even when they act as though they care. When they cannot say hello or goodbye and treat you like you no longer are worth what you once did. That will be the time to keep your head up. That will be the time you will need to make some very hard decisions. The type of decisions that your way of thought will not agree to so easily,.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

is it worth it to leave your entire happiness based on someone else?? Is everything result of the wrongest decisions...or they are just consecuences of regular decisions we take along the way....wrongest ones....mmm..I dont think so...Ive come to understan at this point in my life...there were no wrong decisions...if I can get time to go back or at least to change something in my past...I would not change anything...even though Ive gone through very deep sh*t....Ive learned something...Ive realized that months even years later....but I did..and now I dont wanna change anything.
we tend to idealize other people's life, can you judge someone by a pic???right now they might have a sweet pic on facebook...will that be the same in a couple of months??..who knows...they might have think that way about you 7 months ago..I guess we just have to enjoy the moment as long as it last...lucky for the ones that last forever...is not easy..but hey! there's no free lunch..jajja
wich is our goal, our destiny, our mission in life??be with somebody else? to have a partner all the time?...you have to understand you have to be alone in this world!! oO...well...we born alone and we'll die alone..but I think that along the way we will feel alone in lots of different situations..there are some things that no matter how many friends you have caring about you...only you can feel the sadness, the pain of a broken heart...but if you just take a minute out of all that you'll realize how many people is around you...kinda complicated..Ive felt totally alone several times...even recently....funny thing is in the moments that I might be surrounded by lotz of people...that's the loneliness that hurts the most...
hope someday you wont have to be trying your best to keep your head up anymore, hope you'll come to realize we are here not to be part of a couple but to be happy and make someone else happy, hope you'll realize all those lonely moments are for you to get to know YOU better, hope you get to understand that all that rain and pain are just for you to love even more those sunny days and laughs and happy moments....

u might already know all these....I bet you do =D